My husband talked me into taking drugs with him when I was down and depressed. I then stopped because of guilt. I tried to stop taking drugs but my husband kept on pestering me at one point I became mentally addicted to the drugs. My parents took me away from him for a while I then returned to him because I did not get on with my parents. I started reading my namaz to stop me from taking drug even when my husband kept on asking me to. Then one day I vowed to my husband on Allah`s name that I would never take drugs for long time but I didn`t and my husband talked me into it again. I feel like I have commited a major sin I feel like I am cursed. What should I do to make things right? Please help.

All praise be to Allah, and may his peace and blessings be on the last and best prophet and messenger, Muhammad.
Sister, never lose hope in Allah’s mercy. It encompasses all things.
Allah says: ” Say: “O my Servants who have transgressed against their souls! Despair not of the Mercy of Allah. for Allah forgives all sins: for He is Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful.” (39/53)
The fact that you feel guilty is a sign of faith. You should repent with determination to not relapse anymore into taking drugs. Depending on what you use, you may need medical help to quit. In his case, you must seek this medical help.
You should not obey your husband at the expense of disobeying Allah. If he will lead you in such direction, and you can’t resist him, you should seek divorce. If you are powerful enough to save yourself and him, then that would be best. At any rate, you may need a period of separation from him until you have completely recovered.
Allah knows best.